– Why is it, master, that beneath the surface, however smiling, bitterness is always there? You need only scratch the life of the happiest man, and at once there is deep wretchedness, sorrow, measureless and bitter suffering… Why?
– My son, you are asking the wrong way. In inquiring into spiritual facts, why is not a proper question. To the impossible and unanswerable question why? only one possible answer exists: just because. Cause and effect tangle together like an endless braid, and if you tug at one thread of fate, you jerk the whole weave with it.
– I understand that, but even so: why suffering?
– ‘As joy, sorrow and illusion, this universe is food.’ Where you see one pole, you will soon find the other as well. Without light there is no shadow, without joy there is no sorrow. Today you laugh, the day after tomorrow you weep – that is, the world exists as suffering, even if we try to cloak this rotten-to-the-core trait of it.
– Then should we leave appearances alone, and not tear open the wounds?
– You have spoken wisely. What one tries to cloak is best left in shadow. Everyone has wounds, and everyone has secrets. It is said that the saint too has a past, and the sinner too has a future. Somehow we live too long… If we perished in the bloom of youth, perhaps we would still pass pure through the Sun-gate of light. But a long life somehow corrupts man, and much light lengthens his shadow. If you live long, you become sullied. An infant smells of milk, and beyond that the scent of original purity still hangs about it. Man, in his corrupted life, reeks of his many faults. Moral wrongdoing first distorts his subtler being, then is embodied in bodily ills. The saints are flower-fragrant, those who are not saints perhaps have a neutral smell, but the wicked stink abominably. Sorrow, too, is an ulcerous wound. Sometimes, perhaps, a thin scab covers it – that is the smiling mask, but it breaks open easily, and then it festers, reeking, and the pain seeps out of it. So leave other people's wounds alone, especially if you do not carry the remedy for all ills.
– Why, does such a thing exist? Is there a miracle cure that eases every pain?
– Here in this world, I think, there is none. At the creation of the world the first word, the first counsel, was penance. What do you expect, then? Happiness, perhaps, an easy life, nothing but success? Rather, look upon joy and sorrow alike as things that will pass away in any case. Joy evaporates, sorrow slowly seeps away, and sadly, in many people, bitterness remains – but you, do not give in, do not let doubt overcome you!
– Does a sincere smile exist, master? Is there a happiness that has no suffering hidden behind it?
– Perhaps it exists, for the wise tell such legends of ages long past. Yes, I hope it exists, even if one learns to smile mostly by being tempered in suffering. If you believe it too, and help it along, then it does exist…
– Let us not leave the laws of nature unexplained! I would like to find this miracle cure!
– For that, my son, enlightenment is needed, so that you may roll up the universe like a cast-off snakeskin, together with all its misery… Remember, and in the greatest joy notice the one drop of wormwood, but in the bitter cup, too, discover the tiny drop of nectar. This one tiny drop, let it proclaim transience: everything passes away one day. For it is the mark of every sorrow that it carries within itself the seed of passing and of forgetting.
– And happiness, set against bitterness? That too simply passes away…
– No doubt, but serenity remains. Happiness is not a goal but a consequence. Seek that whose consequence is happiness. Be content with what you have attained, with what you have understood, with what has been granted you. This never passes away…