I was meditating on how to grasp beauty yesterday morning, in a godforsaken corner of a distant island, on the shore of a splendid little lake. In the morning I had strolled out of our lodgings, with their colonial air, and soon found myself by the lake. In the middle of the lake, an island – an island within the island – a veritable bird-paradise. Creatures of many kinds had taken shelter here: white cranes, gulls, jackdaws, jays, perhaps cormorants, and I even saw a kingfisher, to say nothing of the thrushes and finches.
It is said that some teachings are apathetic towards the world, while people, of course, are generally infatuated with illusion. Others say, be indifferent to the world: neither contempt nor infatuation… all that surrounds us is merely illusion. This is true. The world is the world of illusion, created and therefore limited, wretched and transient. And yet, if we do not see the perennial beauty of things and phenomena, it is we who will be the poorer. For we need not only perennial Truth, since that is at best food for thought, but perennial beauty as well, for this, in turn, is food for the soul. We have an aching need to perceive the trace of the Creator's hand, for that is Absolute Beauty, the divine touch that conjures relative things into beauty. Discover the divine touch in what is human too!
As I sat on the shore, gazing at the dazzling, exuberant gathering of birds and listening to the lively conversation of the winged creatures, a man rode past on his bicycle along the road behind me. Behind him, on the carrier, his little son was clinging sweetly round his father's neck. Only when they had gone a little further did the man notice me, and he turned to look back over his shoulder. As though events had slowed, the bicycle almost stopped, his legs scarcely moved, and his little boy did not stir on the carrier either. As the man turned back, an eternal movement radiated from him. The mesmeric movement, frozen into eternal vitality. On his face, serenity. As if he were not looking at me at all, but simply looking back, looking in, gazing, all-seeing, into the universe. His serenity is not owing to me, nor to his son, nor to the radiant sky and the noisy flock of birds. His serenity is. This is the great secret of creation, the mainspring of the universe, a treasure that is his alone and at the same time at everyone's disposal. His serenity is the serenity of the soul. And in this banal moment – a passing cyclist looks back – lay all the wonders of the universe. The way the little boy rested his hand on his father's shoulder and savoured the perfect safety, yet the rush of the ride too. He did not look back. He looked at his father, and he saw his father too.
I fell to wondering: if I were in this man's place, or, let us say, in his child's place, what then would I see of the world? What would I have to learn then? What strange paths through life there are: the wretched of the coast whose lives the tsunami swept away, the hotel owner who gets drunk every night, or the kind-hearted driver at the mercy of his bosses, the stammering little Ceylonese boy preparing for the next day's chess tournament, or, on the other side, the university professor, the traveller in the Far East, the writer…? Secure in the consciousness of choice and change, it is easy to be independent, or indeed dependent, though only as much of anything can be seen as one is allowed to see. Everything is the play of illusion, beauty is only convention – but Absolute beauty is the measure. This is the difference between the copy and the original. And man needs original feelings, not copies.
Again the moment quickened, the man pressed on the pedals, turned back to face the way ahead, no longer gazing into the world but watching the road. And yet in the way his son clung to his shoulder there lay the hope of overcoming cosmic orphanhood, not merely the hope, the certainty! A sacred moment of beauty, in one movement all the motion of the universe, in one glance all that is worth seeing. I have no wish to let these sacred moments slip by. Are you waiting for a great enlightenment? Then you may easily stay blind to the little miracles. Yet many say that a miracle is not reality, but I maintain: reality too is a miracle…