Is it dissatisfaction that drives man? Many believe that dissatisfaction and curiosity carry the world forward. This is what spurs man to seek. But let us reverse the formula, and start not from man and his curiosity, but from Truth, from Reality. If these form the starting point, then their mere existence is an affinity that cannot remain unbound, and it is precisely the seeker who is able to bind this affinity – seeking satisfies Reality's need.
If we always started from ourselves alone, we would forever be applying the inductive method: assembling the building from bricks, the seashore from grains of sand and the star clusters from atoms. Could it be that reality exists the other way round? That a seashore exists which presupposes the grains of sand, and creates them too? That an organic universe exists which necessarily presupposes the existence of man, who is able to wonder at this wonder?
Is it, then, the dissatisfaction of the Universe that creates human curiosity? Well, that would contradict the grand thought expressed by the secret teachings of India:
That is full – this is full; from fullness comes fullness.
Taking the full from the full, there remains, behold, its fullness. (Isha Upanishad Invocation)
But let us reverse the list of motives once more… until now we may have thought that dissatisfaction creates satisfaction, lack creates abundance, the question gives birth to the answer. But the universe cannot be lacking, as if that lack would then create something to fill this void. No, the universe is full, full in itself, and more than that, it has a surplus. And this surplus is the question that gives birth to the answer, and this is the answer that gives birth to the question, this is the secret that claims and demands its seekers for itself…
Whoever is driven by dissatisfaction is at the mercy of lack. He is spurred on by his gaping inner abysses, the dimness of his consciousness, the lack of certainty, in a word: fear. The unknown awakens fear in man, and the unknown nature of the great secrets of existence kindles a cosmic fear in him. That is why everyone tries, in one way or another, to justify his own life. To find some explanation, some interpretation, that stills the dread, fills the gaping lack…
Most people are driven by lack. One of man's deepest wishes is to be loved. When there is a lack in his heart, he expects another to fill it – this is love-hunger. This is what spurs him to seek, this is what drives him from one partner to the next, from one belief to the next illusion. Most people love out of lack. But man's other wish is that he himself may love, and if the two wishes must be ranked, we surely know: the second is the more important. Yet this is possible only for one who has a surplus, who is willing to share. Once a mother raising three sons was asked how she could divide her love among them, to which she simply replied that it does not divide, it multiplies…
Yes, to live for others is a delight, at times a bitter, yet still an uplifting delight. It is also true that to live it, one needs partners. It takes a very great saint to persevere in the practice of love wholly unselfishly, with no return whatever, or even in the face of rejection. After all, feedback feels so good…
The satisfaction of the body is comfort. The satisfaction of the intellect is knowledge. The satisfaction of the heart is emotional fulfilment. But the satisfaction of the soul is the final homecoming, beyond liberation the warmth of the spiritual home, beyond enlightenment divine ardour, beyond perfection divine love rich in feeling.