The Sufis wear robes of wool as a sign of their turning away from the world, and their very name comes from the Arabic word suf, wool. I myself met a master who made felt dervish caps.
A battered gateway, flaking paint, no one in the courtyard, but we do not even stop, and already we are climbing the narrow stairs to the upper floor. Nobody anywhere. To the right, the workshop – a big table, sacks, a sweltering heat in high summer, in the midst of the felt manufactory. A few unremarkable pieces of furniture, a table, chairs around it, and we take our seats.
After a short, silent wait the host comes in – an oily-skinned Sufi master, who is also the cap-maker. Introductions are unnecessary, we do not take in each other's names, nor is there any need to, for from the start the conversation did not open on the worldly plane but radiated something timeless.
– Outer change is good; with it, inner change begins… – he says, and there is no disputing it, for sometimes a change of place, a reshaping of circumstances, sets an inner transformation going as well, and we are jolted out of the rut. – If water stands still, it stagnates and turns to mud, but if it moves, then as it flows on it reaches ever new places, sees fair landscapes and gathers many things into itself. It grows ever wider…
There it is, the figurative speech of the Sufis – the teaching has begun. He talks of water, but it is human existence he speaks of. It is as if this were an ordinary, everyday conversation, but no, it is about something else entirely.
– Yes, I am a felt-maker – with that he raises to his lips the simpler dervish headdress, the colour of milky coffee, and kisses it tenderly. – We kiss everything we have. Wool is a special material. The Sufi wears wool; if you wear it, you will be warm, but you are protected too. No snake or scorpion can get through a woollen robe.
– To work wool, three things are needed: warmth – at this he gestures around him with a broad smile – water and soap. That is what it takes to turn wool into felt. And since the working of wool is a symbol of the soul, the warmth is the tekke, the monastery, the water is purity, and the soap is man's meditation.
– And this other cap? – I ask innocently. I sensed that the darkish grey, enormous, branching headdress was a ritual object, something other than everyday wear.
– That?! That is Shams! – he lifts this cap too, and kisses it. There is no talking around it. He does not say that yes, this is like Shams's cap, he does not say that this is the Shams-cap, no, he states it outright – this is Shams. Here, then, is one of the elementary examples of Sufi mysticism – a striking expression of the unity of things: how, in an object that is distinctive and yet material, he discovers and names something quite different. Not even Shams, the mysterious master dead these eight hundred years yet for that very reason ever-living, but the archetype of the teacher-master, of which Shams too was an embodiment.
– Everyone has his own Shams. An outer teacher, an inner Shams… everyone has his own teacher. And the cap is on the table so that you can lay the inner thought you cherish about the teacher on the table!
An overpowering teaching, with seeming room for interjection, but in truth none for objection.
– Everyone has his own Shams… Rumi was all but driven mad by the departure of Shams. The separation tormented him so much that he came even closer to his adored master, all but became one with him. He published his late poems under the very name of Shams, and held that in his own person the moon, and in the person of Shams the Sun, had met. Rumi locked away in his heart the master-friend he so ardently adored. And where was Shams meanwhile? Outwardly, perhaps, in the Syrian wilderness, or in the seventh heaven, but in spirit he surely lived in Rumi's heart. Self-surrender, forgetting ourselves, is possible in love…