– I feel I am stuck… – the sentence had a painful ring, but a very true one as well. – My affairs are getting nowhere, and even what does go well gives me no real joy.
– I hope you do not merely want to complain?! – came the stern reply. – If you are asking how to go on, then it makes sense for us to talk; if you only want to complain, find someone else for that.
His startled reply was to keep silent, but the hard words also shook him out of his listlessness. He began to pay attention. At this, his interlocutor softened too.
– Of course, now, at around forty… what did you expect? Stagnation calls on us from time to time; do not be surprised.
– All right, there have been low points before, but now it really seems as if all my strength had left me.
– Yes, these symptoms… I do not want to deal in platitudes, and I suppose you would not be satisfied with a cheap remark or two either: burnout, depression… I do not believe in them.
– And yet I do feel something of the kind. This listlessness… as if all my enthusiasm had flown.
– Yes, that must be won back. What was good yesterday is not necessarily as fruitful today. The sources of joy wear thin, and you yourself are moving on. Do not be content with what contented you before! Go deeper.
– How?
– It is said that one can move on to the next level only after distilling every lesson of the present situation. Once you have explored every nook and cranny of this platform, you can move on.
– But I see no way out, I see no possibility of change.
– Consider: if you are shut in a room that has twelve doors, but every one of them is locked, then you will probably have to stay inside that chamber. But if just one door is open, you can go out through it. This open door also gives you the right to leave. What is it that inspires you?
– Nothing, now. I find joy in nothing.
– Start at the beginning! Examine what has brought you to your present state, and make a change. For if you repeat the same thing, you will arrive at the same place. If you are dissatisfied with your situation, something must be changed.
– But now even thinking is hard for me.
– Very well, we often feel that we are on the floor. But it is precisely the floor that you can push off from. When you are down, you truly know which road leads upward…
– What should I do?
– Two solutions lie before you. You can play your part in moving on: you ponder, analyse the situation, understand the factors at work, and act tenaciously, consistently. Even if it is only one step, you take it. This is the interactive method. Your other option is a subtler, almost invisible method, and it does not rely on force. This is the interpassive way. When you wait for the time of change, you do not force the solution but invite it. I am not urging you to idleness, but to a non-acting action. Attune yourself to the subtler vibrations of existence, and learn to be content. If you experience limitation or listlessness, accept this situation, but do not agree with it!
– Interpassive? I have never heard that before…
– I am glad I could tell you something new. Stagnation is a fact, but not the end of the line…