– That will do, eat no more! – and the spoon stopped in my hand, just as I was about to dip it into the honey pot for the second time. I looked at the master in surprise: why was he meddling in what and how much I ate?
– Is honey not good? Or is it forbidden to eat honey? – I asked, trying to be polite, though I did not take kindly to being corrected. I already knew that certain foods were not recommended, but I had heard of no rule whatever about honey. I would have been sorry to give up its sweet, even honey-sweet, taste…
– No, it is not forbidden, but it is to be taken in moderation. Twelve drops of honey is the portion for one day – he said, and fell silent without any further explanation. Nor could I find anything to say to that. Twelve drops? Why precisely that many? I put the spoon down empty, all my relish for the whole thing gone. If you cannot even eat honey here, then this is not the place for me after all…
– One whose conduct is undisciplined, who eats or sleeps too much or too little, cannot be a yogi – my teacher explained, and I sensed that he, too, was taking himself in hand, practising patience.
– But why precisely twelve drops? – the words escaped my lips.
– Because twelve is exactly one less than thirteen… – came the convincing, or rather sobering, reply. I had not got halfway through my question before I felt I should not have asked it. It was not the question that was wrong, but the contrariness that was driving me. These twelve drops seemed so foolish. And only the day before I had learned that a foolish man can ask far more questions than a sage could ever answer. I had walked right into that trap.
– Moderation! When you are ill, it matters far more to heed the advice that heals than when you are well. If you have an accident, fall ill or perhaps have an operation, you are given saline solution – have you ever thought about that? If someone forced you to drink salt water, you would protest, but in hospital they pump salt water into your body. It builds up your strength, and slowly you heal. And once you have fully recovered, you begin to crave the sweet taste. First the salt, then the sweet – do you see?
My contrariness had flown, so interesting was his explanation. And I must admit – he was right. Now, a little more meekly, I put the same question again:
– But why precisely twelve?
– Everything is connected with everything. For one thing, whoever is moderate in eating, sleeping, working and resting can dispel any material pain through the practice of yoga. If you discipline yourself, you can draw strength from it. This is what it takes to heal, to recover from material illness… And then, beyond this immediate benefit, the twelve drops of honey will always remind you of important moments in your spiritual striving…
– I am listening… – I said, and felt that now I truly had to listen, for at last I was receiving not advice on diet but an important teaching.
– The first is the secret of attraction, of what it is that keeps the universe in motion. The second drop is the answer: sacrifice. The third is the teacher, who urges sacrifice, and the fourth is the fidelity with which the disciple receives the teaching. The fifth drop is the result of fidelity: escape from samsara, and the sixth is right meditation and motivation. The seventh is the question of mystic powers, which belong to God but may in small measure belong to man as well. Then comes the power and strength of vision, and after it the ninth drop tells what it is like to be face to face with the good Lord. The tenth, this honey-teaching, would please you, for the Sunbeam is the honey of the gods, the eleventh drop recalls the shadows of spiritual relationship, and the last, what is to be done. Well, is your curiosity satisfied now, your appetite stilled? Will twelve drops do, or would you like more…?