The world is a book, and he who does not travel reads only one page. (Marcus Aurelius)
What may one expect from a journey? Wisdom – in the end; experiences – along the way; and the anxieties of preparation – beforehand. What a commonplace it is that life is a journey. It is a spiritual commonplace of the same kind that the path of the soul's growth is a path too. I walk my path… My path… I seek my path… but it is not enough to seek; one must also find. And if you do find, then you must also act and practise. For it is not enough just to set out; one must arrive…
For centuries, perhaps millennia, such has been man's thinking, and such our words. True, progress and change express life's changeability, which is the beauty of it, and its transience, which is rather more troubling. With change comes uncertainty, which often gnaws at man; at other times, in self-defence, we take no notice of it.
Why is stability lacking? Why can worldly existence be grasped only in its changing conditions? To be on the way is to be heading from somewhere to somewhere and yet, at this moment, to be nowhere. One has set out, but not yet arrived. And it is true that in life change is the only certainty, but change is precisely the mirror image of permanence. Yet this is so only in this relative world. Only here does it matter to get from here to there; here one must progress, grow – what high-sounding words! Here one must face the changes. Perhaps it is precisely because of its conditions and limits that earthly existence is held to be wretched. Granted, there is joy in it, but its changeability, its transience, its limitation are frightening all the same…
In contrast to this limited world, there must be a sphere where it is not change that is permanent, but permanence that embraces the beauty of change, of variety, without losing its stability and fullness. From the absolute point of view, being on the way is as much an arrival as staying in one place is progress.
Fear, distrust, weakness – these turn man to dross. The path of purification means facing all of this, and even being unmasked before ourselves. If we become better, then here, at last, the changeability of the world gains meaning! We ought to free ourselves from the shadows, for weakness is not the same as tenderness, just as chopping wood is not the same as cutting marquetry.
The preparations for a journey fill you with a good deal of excitement: you try to prepare for everything, which of course is impossible. You pack your things, but the inner preparation is slow in coming. There is a holding back in you, a question welling up from the depths that, even if you try to shoo it away, comes back to greet you: why set out again at all, what awaits me, what should I prepare for? And there is another question in you, an insistent question that returns again and again, which concerns not passive exposure but active desire: what is it that you yourself expect from the journey? Inspiration? Recharging? Enough ammunition for spirit and soul to last a long while?
You run, you seek, you search – but what is it you find? The love that radiates from people is captivating whichever way you turn, and see, in every corner of the world man struggles with the same troubles: destitution, narrow-mindedness, suffering, unbelief, lovelessness… there is nothing new under the sun. The points of collision, it seems, are alike everywhere. And if on your journey you meet others and see how they live, you can distil a great deal from it all. As you meditate on your own feelings and on those of others, very great heights become humanly attainable: a fiercely glowing indifference, a distance kept for a lifetime, great fervour, readiness to act, or tenderness too may descend upon you and become yours to live. Perhaps that is why it is said: if you stay at home, you come to know the world; if you set out on the road, you come to know yourself…