I remembered a miracle-working icon of Saint George, before which prayers find a hearing. In unbelievably stark contrast, a casino has been built right on top of the centuries-old little church. A giant neon sign advertises the cathedral of material good fortune, while the little chapel has, over the ages, quite literally sunk below street level. As I go down the narrow steps, I am struck by the heavy smell of candles, the scent of incense soaked into everything, the true air of a church. The main attraction is not the iconostasis, which shows the usual symbols – Christ the Redeemer, the assembly of saints, Mary, the Mother of God, at the very top the Crucified One, at the foot of the cross a skull, which thus calls to mind the conquest of death and transience, the resurrection. Not the flames set on the ground for the dead and burning high in the candle-stands for the living, not the small banknotes tucked into the frames of the endlessly kissed, silver-mounted icons, not the bunch of tender sprigs, echoing ancient, almost pagan rites, with which water is sprinkled on the faithful – no, no, no, this is not the real attraction.
The main sight lies deeper still than the floor of the deep-set church. A tiny shrine-chapel opens off to the side, only one step lower, and yet it is as if miles, worlds, separated the two levels. There, ‘down below’, even the isolated, silent world of the church ceases to be, to say nothing of the noise of the world outside. No voice of the croupier carries down here from the casino, nor the rattle of the roulette chips.
The little hollow is vaulted, semicircular, as though it were an apse opening to one side. Who knows when and how it came to be here? Was this little space dug out from the church, or was this the epicentre where prayers found a hearing, and only later was the church built around it – and now the casino, dangling the promise of quick riches, has come to pound the whole into the ground, overriding the treasures of the past for good?
The picture is, one might say, a conventional one. The frame, the horse, the lance that binds warrior and dragon together in a deadly thrust. For a long time the dragon looked set to win, but in the end the heroic saint triumphs. If the dragon is the world, the corrupt world, with all its temptations and wickedness, then Saint George is the eternal, righteous man, the hero who restores order and prevails over wrong. And this can be told in mythical terms, or else in a religious way, or even in the language of our own age: the one who does good is not overcome by evil. The airy, unreal power of icons vibrates in the picture, making what we see at once familiar and unfathomable. Cloths drape the weary frame, flowers wilt at the saint's feet, banknotes lie on the little table – local and foreign money alike, so it seems the saint hears everyone's prayer. Miraculous healings, the blessing of children and wishes fulfilled bear witness to the slow miracle.
Why, after all, would you expect a quick miracle? A miracle exists only for someone who believes in miracles. If you do not believe, you expect quick results. If you believe, and still more if you know that the things of nature work slowly and that the mills of God grind slowly, then you have no need of speed. A slow miracle will do just as well. For the oldest tree has the slowest growth. And perhaps the greatest miracle has the slowest unfolding? Of course, the miracle's result comes in the twinkling of an eye, but the way there may consume whole lifetimes.
Back then, still innocent, with the assurance of my ignorance, I too asked for a blessing, that I might come truly close to one of the most important people in my life and be faithful to them. And how prayers are heard, I came to understand only years, years later. But there, prayers are heard…