Through how very many situations does human life pass? We are born, we love and we die, they say. But what silt the current of life sweeps along depends on us as well. How we fill the short time we walk here on Earth is, after all, largely in our own hands.
It is an often-repeated tenet, almost a spiritual commonplace, that life is nothing but a task. Fate as a chance, life as a task… but what is the human vocation? A task revealed in human relationships? Or a role allotted to us by the universe? How far does man choose the ideas by which he lives, and how far does the idea choose the man? Opportunity makes the thief, as the saying goes – but does opportunity not also make the hero, the father, mother, child, lover, martyr, winner and loser?
We can understand vocation on two levels: as a worldly calling, when vocation appears as a profession, and as the pull of some idea, when it is labelled a sense of mission. The basic roles of life, a chosen path, a career in the good sense of the word, success – above all success that is shared with others and serves others – most certainly are positive human possibilities. True vocation is not content with our becoming decent officials and clerks in life, but demands more – sacrifice, self-sacrifice. We can speak of true vocation when a man's mission and passion, his vocation and his delight, coincide, that is, when he is able to fulfil his tasks in life with true joy and conviction. One cannot preach happiness with a sour face.
The key word in authenticity is contentment. The authentic mother is happy among her children, happy in her role at home. The authentic artist shows the world filtered through himself, through his own consciousness – as he sees it, and he does not slavishly seek to serve the fashionable taste of the moment. The authentic man can leave false ideals of manhood behind him and, as a human being of mature, fully realised spirituality, is capable of creative work, of creation. These are classic vocations in life: to be a man, to be a woman, to be an artist. In his worldly vocation too, contentment must accompany a man's deeds, and then he can fill his role authentically.
Unlike worldly vocation, the sense of mission, as the response to the pull of an idea, has by now taken on a plainly pejorative colouring, perhaps not by chance. The sense of mission has often become a synonym for the will to prevail against others, the close kin of blind zeal, of fanaticism. Through his distorted sense of mission a man generally seeks not to better himself but to change others, not to practise self-criticism but to scourge others. Instead of freedom of the spirit, he becomes the monomaniacal slave of one idea or another, and instead of the modesty and humility that authentic spiritual growth requires, he strives to redeem the world, and believes himself the possessor of final truths, the custodian of the sole method of salvation. But one must become the slave of the supreme ideal, the Absolute Truth, not the slave of dogmas and rules.
Does the professional vocation-role really give complete fulfilment? Is the work-career enough, enriched with some spiritual surplus? Or should we make our peace with life being constant transformation, a shaping, a kind of dynamic life task? Are we called, perhaps, to know the truth? But truth has never yet made anyone happy! Truth is not comfortable, and there is more burden in it than lightness. Even without romantic overtones, may we declare that the highest vocation is the practice of love? Ponder well what is transient and what is lasting. It is not even a question: boldly cast away the transient, and if you must choose, stand by the lasting. The bridge between truth and love is courage.